The e-diary of Kenneth, a week in review.

Dear diary

2009-12-01T05:53:23Z

Evening, it's 11:44 at night while I'm writing this and I am smiling. I've read my old posts again, got my student's labs all marked and I'm wrapping up this term. I still need to finish up a structural lab that's due tomorrow and I have to do most of the work on my annotated bibliography for Thursday still. Yet with this work still laid out before me, I am smiling. Joyness fills my heart and mind as my once sad face lifts up to a eye shutting, dimple straining, cheak crinkling smile.

Why?

Just for the sheer joy of it.

A long time coming

2009-05-09T03:32:07Z

Evening gents, although there aren't any gents that read this or any ladies eigther...*shrug*. Anyways, so I'm doing a lot better in school these days, got my marks back and this year, cumulatively I'm now scraping the bottom of honors, so I'm very pleased with myself. :D Not at part of any organization any more and honestly, I think I prefure it like that without the stress and the responsability that comes with it, yay for lack of thankless position and work! :D I think I've zeroed in on what seems to be my problem, care far to much what people think and fantacize about the future far far to much. I'm planning on moving out shortly and I'll be at the university, finishing up my first degree...I'm so excited! I'm almost a graduate! 1 and a half weeks and I start field school in archeology, I'm soo looking forward to it, it'll be so much fun out in the field and I'll be a qualified arch consultant! Woot woot! I finally feel like my life's comming together, and it feels so nice. Now all I need to do is have glorious conquest over my health issues and I'll be set!

blackwraith01 @ 2008-10-15T12:33:00

2008-10-15T18:13:48Z

Good afternoon to you all, it's the day after the election here in Canada and I'm of mixed feelings of all this. Let me be frank, I'm a strong NDP supporter, I like the left so long as it's regulated and it's regulators are regulated so that there is a higher probability to catch discrepincys. I'm happy that my party has done so well this time around, but I'm sad that the conservatives have ALSO done so well, within a mere spitting distance from a majority government which we don't have THANK GOD! I hate how Harper used fear tactics on the stupid people, and such a miserable voter turn out this time around (Worst in history). So I'm happy, annoyed, frustrated, and downright ticked at that lazy 50% of voters who for the most part, aren't dim witted, just unmotivated. So off the elections, went to comic con and it was most awesome! Had a bitchin good time out there despite the shitty behavior of one of the companions but it was well worth it in the end. Strike is on at Brandon University, we're in week 3 now and at this rate there is still no end in site. There's nothing I can say about that so I'm not going to dwell on hwo frustrated I am by the administration and just make the best of the time off I have now. Parents will be leaving for a month in about a half month now, they may even be gone longer to a month and a half this time so w/e, they can go and have fun. My classes are going well if they were going at all, so I guess they WERE going well so I'm happy for that and gunning for more As and A+s. So things go I guess, no better or worse then usual. No one reads this anyways so it's a pleasent place to release a little bit of steam. Still nothing on the relationship radar, I tried something with this guy called Stephen but that fell apart pretty fast. Why can't I just find someone nice? I mean seriously, is that too much to ask really? A fun loving, caring, emotionally stable, and secure person to have a serious relationship with?

Yeah

2008-06-26T20:01:22Z

Right, so screw the weekly updates, I'mma just gonna update when I feel the juices flowing. Righto, so, where should I begin. I suppose I should start with my triumphant return to BU, after being suspended from it, I appealed, got an A+ on western religions, and an A on eastern religions and got my ass back into university! Woo! Go me, saved my ass when shit hit the fan, but this battle is far from over, I need to keep up the good grades and keep getting As if I want to get my ass into the honors program. That aside, things have been hectic what with everything moving along, life progressing, it's not like anyone ever reads this anyways so it's not a big deal for me to talk about all these things. Relationships crashing down, abuse being thrown around, emotions torn apart, it's all so very...hrm...enlightening to the dark sides of humans. Alas, I know that all of this has been going on since the beginning of time itself, and it just saddens me to see all of it happening in front of me again. However, life goes on, we are all forgotten and the circle if commenced once more in it's never ending cycle of hurt, pain, reconciliation and calm. So what is a person to do in these dark emotional times, not the darkest granted but dark none the less. It's just another time around the circle, the same situation but a different face that just keeps going endlessly. In the ceaseless cycle of life, the halls of eternity, no wall bears the weight of a clock, it is as never ending as a mere human's conception of the tide going in an out. How I despise what the world is, I cannot say that I am angry at what it has become, because it's always been like this, but that doesn't mean I'm not still annoyed with it and it's people.

A bit late

2008-03-25T05:13:43Z

But better then usual, so I've been asking around and have learned that some people have been saying rather nasty things about me behind my back, while this truely doesn't surprise me, it's who have done this that shock me. I held said individuals in much higher regard then they seem to have deserved and my future attitude towards them, to be sure, won't be the same. That being said, not much new to report, just falling further and further behind in everything is all, damn you school! Oh, and my singing voice seems to have been perminantly damaged after that bout with the flu, so it seems that I have need to retrain my higher ochatives to get them back...WHA!!! No awesome singing voice for me for the next couple months while I get back up to snuff. Lezze, not REALLY looking, but some people have caught my eye and I'm investigating further, see who's out there and would for ONCE have a longer relationship maybe, MAYBE, where I'm not really uncomfortable. Gaming's still none existent, not reading as much as I'd like...meh, I'm living for the summer. I can't wait.

Cheers
Kenneth Neufeld

On time

2008-03-17T03:26:06Z

AMG! It's Sunday and I'm updating on TIME! IT'S A FUCKING MIRACLE! Righto, not much gone on...school's heavy, and I'm not helping by procrastinating. There WAS the LGBTTQ fetish and fantasy social last night, it was pretty hilarious. Won a couple prizes, tore up the dance floor, yeah it was really awesome with some alcohol mixed in there for liquid confidence. Drove ppl home, had a generally good time all together as well as was Mr. Responsible. And good lord, it would appear as though I've got the heart of an interior decorator, I did some of the decoration for the thing and was all like "This place SUCKS for a fetish and fantasy social!" Ah, good times good times.

Cheers
Kenneth E Neufeld

Bleh

2008-03-13T04:34:39Z

Evening folks, so once again, I haven't updated properly but I'm still here in time to remember most of what all's gone on. So I'm single once more, rather glad for it actualy, and working towards getting those better grades I was talking about getting. Recovering from the bug that went around, thankfully on the tail end and only have voice to really recover, even if I still break out into a cold sweat every once in a while. Got back about a week ago from the PDAC conference and BOY HOWDEY it was kick ass! So much free booze...I'LL NEVER DRINK THAT MUCH VODKA IN ONE SITTING AGAIN! Made several friends, many a contacts, it's all good. It's a surprising way to do business to be honest, but it's strangely effective aparently for the exchange of cash...it's kinda scary to be honest. Thusly, life goes on, one falls ill but will always recover, just keepin' on truckin'.

Cheers
Kenneth Neufeld.

A month in review

2008-02-09T19:02:48Z

Good afternoon ya'll, sorry I havent' kept up with my updates but been busy with dealing with everything and sorting myself out. Well...I suppose I should start at the beginning with my g/f breaking up with me in a most nasty fashion. So really, I don't want to go into it because I want to forget about that entire relationship with her, but it does hurt to be honest, makes me feel so...unlovable? I don't know, anyways, school's going pretty well, been maintaining high grades across the board, but as we all in uni know, labs and what have you mean squate, it ALL comes down to the tests, which I always seem to blow but I'm feeling good about this semester. I know I'll do well, even after said nasty break up I'm keeping my composure about myself. I found someone else who seems REALLY devoted, but I'm still cuatious. The original band's kinda drifted apart, and to be honest I feel now more then ever before that everyone's drifting away leaving me on my own little island of seclusion, which is nice I suppose and something I dreamed about having when I was a kid, but it's rather lonesome being all alone on a desert island. Change, it's a marvelous thing, it allows for so much progres to be made, where would we be without change? But it is indeed a sometimes scary thing, to be lost so easily in the throng of voices to be forgotten. But amidst all the work, the strain, the stress, dealing with my past...I know that I can rely on myself and my own strength.

I know that I'll be alright. Not today, not tomorrow, but someday, I will.

fresh start

2007-12-30T01:45:16Z

Good evening world! Ken here with another update...in lord knows how long since. Anyways, yeah, the first semester went well for me this year and I hope to only do better next semester. Christmas has come and gone and our dear friend Santa is repaying me in kind for not leavign milk and cookies out for him by mocking me with a new computer...but with VISTA...the DEVIL of all OSs. Yeah, not much new for me so far apar from me having a lovely girl friend now whom I adore and cherish very much. Learned a lot this past semester about myself and others, hope to keep learning as I go because as we all know, life never stops throwing us curve balls to mess with our heads. No longer part of any seriosu clubs, I'm not even sure if I'm going to keep up with the GO club as the treasurer for them because I have to many other prioritys. I'm making a pact this new years and loosing it finally, ONCE AND FOR ALL I'll BE RID OF MY SPARE TIRE! I'm pumped, I have the means...I just need to drive to the gym now and put my mind to work. So outside of that...I don't really have anything new to report to people, going to try and keep this updated every week or so from now on, maybe spend some of sunday afternoon or something thinking about the week's events...anyways, enough babbling.

Cheers!
Kenneth Neufeld

Long time, no see

2007-06-19T17:28:53Z

Wow...it's been one month and one day short of a year since I last posted...wow...just...wow. So yeah, I'm in university now, I've developed quite the interest in geology, president of the model United Nations club, was in fencing, and was the Vice-President of external affairs for the Debating Society. Worked for the student newspaper as the news editor, compeated in a debating competition, failed miserably, co-authoring about a dozen books at the same time (ARGUHHHWHY?!), organized a social for the politics club (Made about 100$ for them, go me!), strong maned the Halloween food drive for the U.N club (Got 150 pounds of food for the food bank by myself, WOO! Not to mention third place, 150$ for the club!). Lesse...I'm still single...Lonely...I'm mister lonely...I have nobody for my own. Heh, hmm, I think that about covers my year, if you want to know more about stuff and things, just ask about them. Oh yeah, and I'm NOT doing this in french, it was bad then, imagine what my french spelling will be like after a years worth of not using it!

Cheers
Ken Neufeld

blackwraith01 @ 2006-07-20T00:12:00

2006-07-20T05:28:51Z

*yawn* Good evening ppls, not to much happoning on my end, I have been going around an looking at stuff via LJ and actually I can up with a pritty good web comic, even if it updates none to regular it's called "tales of the questor" pritty good plot line and the art is not to shibby eigther, fun for all! Indeed in addition to finding that, I've been joining communitys and what not, just having a grand old time, in addition to doing some construction work, I swear, I'm never doing sanding without a mask again! In any case good night.

Salut mes amies, rien a mon cote du monde, juste regardant a ce que LJ a l'offrir, et en fait, j'ai trouve une bande dessine que n'est pas trop pier, son nom est "tales of the questor" c'est en angle, mais l'arte est pas malle. En addition, j'ai prend le temp a joindre une couple de communautes, et aussie j'ai fait du travaie pour mon frere, construction.... je te t'aime pas! En tout cas, bonne nuit.

morning, bonjour

2006-07-19T03:50:01Z

Good morning one and all, I trust you have all been well? Today I was just surfing the web and came accross a very interesting page, the site is http://kiss.ksanlab.com/fruit-35-13.html and my three fruit are there, hector 134. The site itself is not all that enourmous, but it's actually quite pleasent in my opinion. Supposedly the site is interested in giving just a little bit more peace of mind, or rather create a peaceful sanctuary in which we may all be ourselves and all that jazz. It's actually a very interesting site, and I suggest that you go take a look, you may be surprised, and the music is just.....*drools*

Bonjour tout le monde, comment ca va? Aujourdhui j'etais a mon ordinateur, regardent a ce que l'internet avez, lorsque j'ai decouvrir une site web tres interessent, la site est http://kiss.ksanlab.com/fruit-35-13.html et mes trois fruits sont la :D. La site web lui meme n'est pas tres gros, mais c'est pas malle dans mon oppinion. La site est supposedment cree pour influance la paix, ou vous donnes une santuaire pour vous et tout cela. D'apres moi, c'est en fait tres interresent, je vous sujerez a le regardez, vous serraissez supris, et la music est juste.....*baver*

newbie

2006-07-17T21:07:00Z

Allo allo one and all, this is my first post in my live journal, hopefully not my last one, lest I incure the wrath of evil brothers, readers, freinds and whales alike. Indeed, should I incure said unwarented distruction upon my head, there certainly would be at least a little pain on my part, so therefor, while looking up the barrel of the shotgun of justice, I look forward to entertaining you all and keeping you up to speed with my EXCITING, HEART STOPPING and most certainly UNPERRALLELED daily drone!

Salut tout le monde, ceci est ma premier post dans mon nouvaux journaux, et j'espair que cela cerrai pas mon dernieur, lorsque j'encouri le courroux de plusieurs malveillante freres, amies, et baleines. Sans dout, lorsque j'encouri cette injustifie destruction sur ma tete, il serrai certainment inconveiniant, alors, donc, avec une arme a ma tete, je suis vraiment interesse a vous donnez l'information a une vie qui est si EXTRODINAIR, si BIZZARE CBC ne peux pas meme les leve de leur siege pour me voir! (Aussi, a tout les personnes qui comprend du francais, je m'excuse si j'eccrire commc un pied, et pour la manque d'accents, mon ordinateur ne les fait pas, je ne comprend pas pourquoi. Alors si vous avez une problem avec mon francais, m'informe s'il vous plait, je prend des cours en universite pour le francais, mais c'est vraiment ici ou je peux l'employee.)